I always seem to choose to make myself miserable

Sometimes I wonder about myself. Like why it was I decided that getting up in the morning, going to school, and staying there until about midnight was a good lifestyle choice. It seems like I don't know too many people here in town whom I can just call up and see a movie with. It's either full time 'hang out and get drunk with us every night and become part of the group' or nothing. Since I don't have time or money for the former this Summer I am experiencing a lot of the latter.

The worst part about writing a thesis is that every waking moment I spend not working makes me feel guilty for not working as hard as I think I should be. When I get a job it's going to have to be one that keeps me on a strict 8 hour schedule, otherwise I know I won't have the sense to stop at the end of the day and go home to what will likely be only fleeting distractions.

Oh well, time for work. :P